I am not feeling well at all. It's been for months as it seems. I am so tired and behave like such an asshole to my friends and those near to me. It gives me bad conscience all the time. Sometimes I think I've gotten down to a depression again but it's more like I'm rocking slowly on the edge all the time.
I'm feeble and haven't had the urge to do things that usually makes me happy. I don't even enjoy playing the nyckelharpa in the same way anymore. I've been thinking a long time that it will get better and it's only something temporaryily, but I just get more and more tired and it always come back.

Well, I found some old drawings I thought I could upload, I haven't had the inspiration to take new photos. My fingers are itching, I want to write but there are no words.